Tuesday, February 22, 2011


I know, I know. I totally abandoned my blog. The one that I worked up all the courage to start and already given up. There's really no excuses, y'know, cause life happens.  I've just been "Debby Downer" for the past couple of weeks. Per last post, "Life is a Mess", I went to the gym and was sort of excited. Well let's just say that it didn't go to well. I got on the scale...:-( I knew that it was going to be bad but not this bad. I even thought maybe I was reading the numbers wrong or maybe...This could not be correct. 270LBS!!! Are u fucking kidding me? This was more than I weighed when I was pregnant!!! I was so disappointed with my self and the fact that I did it to myself. It has nothing to do with stress levels or the fact that I had a baby last year. None of that. I was weakened by my inconsideration of my health. The audacity of me to complain about fitting in a pair of jeans or wearing a bikini! REALLY!. It's so past that at this point. Well needless to stay, the realization of this took me on a not so happy mode.

With all this new knowledge and how disgusted I feel about where I am right now. I am still finding it very hard to ignite that fire for me to start taking the steps that I need to be successful in this journey of weight loss. I am not on mission to be a size 0, but I am a firm believer of self/body acceptance. I am not there yet. Don't get me wrong, I'm still very confident in myself and I love me but let just say that it's time to make some new renovations! :-) 

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Life is a mess!!!

Hey guys!!! Sorry for the long hiatus but this girl has been through some thaanngs. I am glad that I am back! I will admit that I suffered from blogging stage fright. I literally would lose sleep about the topics I wanted to talk about, wondering if anybody would even care. It has been difficult for me to put my self out there but this year is my year (every year is my year...LOL). No really this time I want it to be real. I would find myself typing about something from the heart and erasing everything completely (No BUENO!!!!
In this time of reflection I really thought about my goals and what I really wanted to do. I sought advice from fellow bloggers, friends, and family alike. I came to a conclusion that this blog is going to be the absolute reflection of my life. I'm going to keep it real and raw. I have several interest from plus size fashion to healthy weight loss and everything all in between. I do have a list of different things that I am attempting right now which is  trying to lose my first twenty pounds (until I reach my ultimate goal of 100lbs.) and also changing my eating habits by introducing clean eating.  Sooooo....Tomorrow will be my first attempt to work out. UGH I know. I know. I need to change the tude. Looking forward to sharing!!!


Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Casual Wednesday

Casual Wednesday
Casual Wednesday by imfatsowhatduh featuring skinny jeans
This was a sorry attempt of  using Polyvure. It's obvious that I am little (meaning alot) rusty. Hopefully, I will be a pro soon. This was some items that I would love to wear. I love my Casual Wednesday Look!!